Hello,


I've found that distractions are very good when you continuosly feel sad.
That's why, I've decided to open another YouTube account where I uploaded videos of me singing some pretty songs. I also opened the Roméo & Juliette website finally. That has helped a lot; it keeps me busy, plus the daily duties... I think the situation is going as good as possible. However, I won't deny I do feel very depressed at times. It's like... feeling empty but having to go on; like feeling dead but knowing you are still here; like feeling abandoned but ashamed for thinking so; like living in the past but being forced to accept the present... like never again having too much hope for fear to be betrayed and inmensely disappointed. I just can't help crying each time a memory steps on my mind... it's not any easy to look at the bright side of things when absolutely everything that once was bright on your life was just snatched from you! How to find light in the absence of it?
I'm working on that.


For anyone interested, the links:
You Tube account: [link]
R&J website: [link]

Please, if you have time, leave me a comment or something so I know you passed by there. ^^


Thank you. Take care and love your family,
~Sophia